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Lately I have been wandering in circles.

Lapping myself

Following in the same foot steps that I walked in before.

One step after another.

Monotonous.

Constant.

The sound of my heart beat floods my ears.

The ache engulfing my bones.

It is easy to fall in love,

it is hard to stay that way.

It is easy to picture your life with someone,

It is hard to hear they don't see you in it.

It is easy to be heartbroken,

It is hard to let it go.

It is easy to be just a friend,

It is hard to be a great friend.

It is easy to criticize,

It is hard to hear what someone is really saying.

It is easy to be hopeful,

It is hard to let that hope go. (impossible)

I keep walking.

I keep listening to the heart beat,

Rushing in my ears.

I keep moving hoping one day I will be noticed.

My hand falls into yours,

Easy, effortless.

Joy.